I'm losing that hyped up positivity in me.
I don't like the current me.
Actually I hate myself.
Why am i born this way. Why do i always screw up?
Just need to get over all this.
Com'on time com'on.
I need more dosage of you.
Feel sorry for my concerned friends who are trying to distract me cause its really difficult to lift up my mood at the moment.
Com'on think on the negative side. It'll get better.